.: Kenangan Itu :.

Feb 12, 2009

alot of things happen on this day
- a death of a good fren
- a late night dinner with him
- & a black kebaya

1st time
i wore a kebaya to work
nothing special actually
juz the feeling wanting to wear it
everyone was stunned seeing me wearing it
alot of compliment
i loike!

1st time i had a good fren
died during working hour
alot went thru my mind
the last conversation we had
the last laughter
the last joke
stories about everyone he know
stories about dato
stories about his family
he's plans
he's wishes

A.L.O.T

we were planning to give him a suprise birthday party the other day
11 Feb 2009 as i remember
he went out to do some office errands
one of the staff ask him to come back
we had abit of 'makan2' for him
in the same time to suprise him
with a birthday cake

who knew..
he suprises us
with the news his DEATH..

it was 5:45pm

al-Fathihah buat abg Azali
semoga rohnya ditempatkan dikalangan org2 yg beriman
~Amin
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i left office abit early today
planned earlier this week

to go out with Dilla & OC
do some last minute
dinner dress searching

didnt find anything.
hampeh sungguh!

sms him
wondering where is he
he said
he was at the mosque
~ dengar ceramah katanya

he reminded me bout dinner
which..
i almost forgot!

hehehe
waited for him at his place as usual
then he came along
hop into my car
& off we go for dinner

1st he suggested KFC

me:
'KFC? mlm2 gini? biar betul? isn't it abit too late for KFC?'
him:
'Then nak makan ape? Nasi? Xnak la i..nnt gemuk'
me:
'Xde ner abg nak gemuk. Risau sgt ngan badan gemuk'
him:
'Awak, kat belakang kedai KK ade kedai makan satay. Ramai gak org pegi sana. Macam best je. Kite try nak x? Xyah makan KFC. Kite pegi makan satay k'
me:
'Satay? Boleh la, dari pegi KFC. Satay pun satay la'
him:
'Skrg pun sume tgh boikot brg2 dr Jews kan. I pun boikot sume brg2 dieorg'
me:
'Abg mmg. Sume die boikot ner. Ape yg u xboikot? Dah2, show me the way'
him:
'Hehehe..ok~'

we drove about 5minutes before we reach our destination
it was a small kedai
got satay & char kueh tieow
we order both
~jaga badan la sgt. makan byk gak hehehehe

we had a long chat that night
tlaked about alot of things
he still looks at me the way he looked at me at our 1srt date
i can see
he still cares
can he see that i still care & love him?
indeed he sees that

after dinner
i sent him to his place
park next to his car
he didn't go off too soon
we chat a lil' more
almost an hour

i looked at him as if it was last time of seeing him
he pujuk me not to look at him like that..

him:
'Jangan tgk i mcm ni. Susah hati i. Sedey i tgk u macam nie'
me:
'Biar la. Bukan ner i buat pape pun. I tgk abg je. Xboleh ke?'
him:
'Sayang xmo la macam ni k. Xmo sedey2 k. Nnt kite dinner laie k. Kite kuar laie k. I'm still around. I akan temankan u dinner bile i ade masa k'
me:
'Ok~ tapi sekejap sgt la. Abg jaga diri k'
him:
'ye sayang, nnt kite jumpa kat office esok k. Balik terus, mandi, semayang & tido k. Xmo singgah sana sini. U suke sgt rayau2'
me:
'Alah, bukan pegi mana pun. Umah kwn i jugak. Abg balik uma terus tido ek?'
him:
'Ha'ah..lately i susah nak tido malam dah. Better jgn mandi. better i juz terus tido'
me:
'Eeeeeeiiii..abg busyuk!'
him:
'Alah, busyuk2 i pun, u nak kat i gak kan..'

~blushing & smiling~

him:
'Dah malam ni, balik terus k. drive carefully'
me:
'Ok~'
him:
'Dah2, xmo sedey2. I see u in the office. Balik, mandi & terus tido'
me:
'Yea..saya tau'
him:
'Bye awak...'
me:
'Bye~'

he got into his car
drove off
but before he left
he wave his last goodbye to me
i looked at him
sadly..

i cried my way back
i missed him oredi

i did as i was told
went straight back home
mandi, semayang & off to bed

i cried in my sleep

harap2 die masih sayang kat aku~